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What it is
the loneliness,
in being together ?

What it is
the silence,
in too many words ?

What it is,
to win,
and to lose at victory ?

What it is,
to laugh,
Mock at the tears ?

What it is,
to expect,
and the failure to reach it ?

What it is
in All,
that is Nothing ?

What it is
the Nothing,
that is all ?

How to say, when the heart is stubborn ?
How to write, when the hands are frozen ?
How to embrace, when the love is hidden ?

Whom should I thank ?
-for the life that I have
Or Should I apologise
Perhaps, even why ?